CW: Violent images
When I say,
How many times Lord?
I am not talking about some
nebulous math problem
that I want solved
I am more pointing to the fact
that the human brain
is incapable
of processing more
than a certain amount
of sensory
input
And the battering
of an apartheid
is so True
that my brain
has trouble processing the
Fact of the Matter
I know it, I see it, I say it
But I know
I have not processed it
the images, numbers and facts
the screams, blood and children
lie strewn across my brain
And all I can think is
How many times Lord?
It is a variation
But not the same
prayer I pray
about Gun Violence
The angry tears that clench my jaw
and make me a bleeding heart
That believes this time we will all figure out
how souls will out weigh the capitalism of violence
A rainbow in the sky promises
How Many Times?
Nonbinary Kids
Trans Women on Sports Teams
Trans Men trying to Dance
To Kill a Mockingbird is Banned
A White Woman in a Kitchen calls a Human Being Illegal
And calls for everyone to be scared
How Many Times Lord?
The Math of Getting it,
Doesn’t seem to be getting through
Feel free to use/adapt/share with credit to Pastor Katy Stenta “KatyandtheWord”