Good Friday

The tears
on my Face
the Broken
Butterfly
Bowl
Shattered
reminding me
Of all I missing

I ache, remembering


the Soup I ate from it
at a Homeless-Dinner-Slash-
Leadership-training

As I touch the pieces
I can almost smell
the countless
Ashes I burned
In
it
For
Ash Weds
Saying
Write Everything
You want to give to God
On a Piece of Paper
And I will Burn it for you


The Holy Spririt
will Somehow
transpose it
To the ashes
We will write
in a shape of a Cross
on your forehead

Tears
Shattered Butterflies
Silent Call
Is as Close to a Good Friday Service
I will get today

I pray as I put the pieces in the trash
Jesus
Remember Me
When you Come
Into Your Kingdom

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Maundy* Thursday

Jesus,
we all love to eat
I love to think of you taking the bread
And sharing it in the traditional way–
for it was probably a tear and share loaf
(as bread was so often served, flat and ready)
And then you proclaimed
the most mundane
of acts

Holy

Whenever you break bread together
You proclaim my death
until I return

Then you allow for fellowshipping
and take the cup
And share it again
because
Let’s face it Jesus
We all need neon signs
and emphasis
And all the help we can get

And then you kneel
At the feet of your disciples
And signal

How you will return

I think of how
discomforted
the disciples are
Again

They didn’t like it when
Mary bathed your feet
in perfume

A Woman
Anointing
you
as King

And here you are
Passing it all on

And the blessing
is uncomfortable
(there is a deep truth there)

As you wash
between our toes
You also
tell us about your
return Again

On your knees
You show us

How

How
every knee shall bow
When you return

Of Course we will
Because you,
Jesus
will return as you arrived
Serving on your knees
And we will finally get it

And kneel,
to get next to you

Maybe Maundy
Is not a Good Name
Anyway

Maybe it should be
Learning Thursday
Feasting Thursday
Anointing Thursday
Kneeling Thursday
Mystery of Communion Thursday
Christ-is-not-that-Kind-of-King-Thursday

Teach us Jesus
Where to find you
How to hear you
Quiet the voices that want to anoint you to other kingdoms
Lead us into communion, help us to build at true sanctuary
Give us the tools build real and meaningful ways to serve
We pray, in the one who anointed us all
with the bread, the cup, and a beautiful act loving care

Amen.

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Blessed Holy Trauma Week

Blessed Holy Trauma Week
Where the spying
on our friends
Come out to haunt
our Wednesdays
We feel the reality
That not all of our relationships
are safe

Where the Table
when we eat together
might feel haunted
by those who are missing
the ones who have died
Or the ones we are not speaking to
(hopefully for just now, Lord hear our prayer)
The echoes of lonesome pandemic times…

We remember that Jesus ate with Judas
and are comforted (How do you do that God?)

And the washing of the feet feels too much
But right

And some people are wedding
Bibles to constitutions
And we remember that Jesus said
That he would temple down
And that what he did was
rip the curtain that was separating the
so called “holy” people from the people
into smithreens (Holy Spirit flip these tables)

Blessed Holy Trauma Week
when your Youth Group Leader
Dies of Breast cancer that she has been battling
Basically since the day you met her
She counseled, supported
Got you the hall for your wedding
Sponsored your call to ministry…

Blessed Holy Trauma Week
When Friday is supposed to be Good
But your car is in the shop
and you can’t get to worship
to cry at the cross
And you think about how trauma lives in your bones

Is not Jesus our very Sibling, who died in the cross?
Do we not say we die with him? How then do we not feel it?

And so you weep instead for the children in Gaza
Gaza–where the word gauze, the cloth for healing was made
And no hospital has any medicine for infection
And children are dying from malnutrition

Blessed Holy Trauma Week
where you have permission to be fully human
weak
pathetic
Empathetic
Sympathetic
To melt on the floor and weep
Because we are all only human
And Jesus Christ knows it
Crying utterly alone on the Cross

Does everything always happen on Holy Week?
All the ministry colleagues ask?

Yes
my soul answers

Blessed Holy Trauma Week
Where we are blessed to be fully human
Fully aware
and to breathe in and breathe out
in-between


The Key Bridge

God,
An ancient bridge*
Connecting the infrastructure
of everything

crumpled

A boat
that was huge
lost control
(investigation pending)
And hit it

And six people
who happened to be Immigrants
who were hard workers
with families
seeking a better lives

they were
fixing pothole

Instead they drowned

And I have been pondering

The metaphoric proportions
Of a ship too big to stop
out of control
Heading the wrong direction

A bridge connecting everyone
Needing repairs


the working people
stuck in the cold
dark
at 1am
almost nameless
voiceless
faceless

The insufficiency
of the boat
bridge
repairs
to meet the infrastructure needs
anyway

and God I’m
a bit flabbergasted

Thankful for the 1am
Mayday call
the quick response
The fact it wasn’t Midday
Midnight, Mayday, not Midday

And Yet
I am prayerful
Over

the Symbolism
as the Newsreel
soldiers
on

God
there seems to be
more
and I think of simple messages
that we have for one another
When we listen

God be with the families of the lost
God be with our midnight workers, immigrant and here for generations
God be with our infrastructure
God be with our emergency workers
God be with us we pray

Amen.

*According to my youngest son anything from my time or before is “ancient times”

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Peter’s Denial, Thrice

I don’t know him
God you know
The kind of denial Peter made

Sudden, unbidden, accidental
Yet complete

Peter did not mean to deny Jesus
But the words once said
Felt true in the moment

He did not know this man
Who willingly went to the cross
Spoke in parables
And left him alone in an angry mob

And Peter
God knew
Never had the gift of keeping quiet

No I do not know him

The words echoed again
As Peter felt lost and alone

Peter watched himself say the words
And thought “what am I doing”

No I do not know him
Peter said a third time
Cock—a—Doodle
Doo

And on the third Day
I will rebuild the Temple
A voice whispered

And Peter say hands breaking bread
And embracing Lazarus
And Jesus resting on a rock

And a tear trickled down
And Peter thought

Did I ever know him?
And his tongue
Finally
Stood still

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Palm Sunday walk

Enter Jerusalem by the back door
Be Greeted by children
Proclaim Peace
Accept Hosanna as the Call to Liberation
Scare the Powers and Principalities 
Through Healing 
And Preaching if the Good News

Do not stop the Parade 
Let us add to the pile Good things

This week, Holy Week, Human Extremis Week 

Ride on on a Neutered, Baby Horse
Towards the Temple

Instead of the Palace
Beginning an Apocalypse
The Revealing 

To turn the word upside down 

Hosanna 
Save Us 
Blessed

is the
One
(Save us)
Who comes 
In the Name of
(Hosanna, Lord knows we need saving)
the Lord

Are you coming 
Prince of Peace?
Where is the backdoor anyway?

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Dissertation Time

Guess what is due this week?????? My Dissertation! Guess what happened. I went from needing $600 to less than $350 ($340 to be exact) I am going to print out the pages and try to do final final, FINAL edits and send it all in for the 15th

All the support has been amazing $10-$100 gifts are making all of the difference!

I am down to the last 10% of my FINAL year goal. It is amazing. Thank you so much

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THANK YOU!

Daylight Savings

Daylight Savings Blessing
Blessings on everyone. ESPECIALLY every single person who works through Daylight Savings.

Blessings on overnight who get to skip an hour of work.

Blessings on the parents who will have their schedules thrown into chaos forever.

Blessings on pet owners who don’t speak dog and cat.

Blessings on sanitation workers, nurses, teachers and ever other early morning worker who even have to get up earlier.

Curses on capitalism that cannot let us just work an hour less in the winter without having us pay for things on productivity.

Blessings on the children, sweet and innocent, grumpy and yet still full of energy—how do they do that? We were that and yet it remains a mystery.

Blessings on the sunshine, returning to us, may we appreciate it and treat the earth with respect.

Blessings on coffee, tea, milk, water, fruit juice, our favorite breakfast—whatever it is that keeps us fueled and going through the day. Only God would provide such beautiful variety for us.

Blessings on the coming evening, full of respite and relief.

Blessings on this change, may we transition as best we can, though we are only human. Give us the life-giving practices we need to sustain and grow through it we pray.
Amen

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Life Breath

Breathe in: God you are with Me
Breathe out: Be with me God

It is a serious thing
Oliver
Comma
Mary says
To be alive
On this fresh morning

Is a serious thing

Because we know the world
is still broken
But listen a bird is singing
the sun breaks through the cloud
And the children are asking
Impertinent
and true questions
that break through the mire

Startling a laugh
because evil is ridiculous
and life is breathlessnessly

wonderful

We are seriously alive
taking in the pneuma
That refills our souls

As I remind myself that
asking for help
is a hope-filled
Community affirming act

And that repair
Respair
Resurrection
is what I believe after all

Most days

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sun rising over the mountains art by Shelby Thane “It is a serious thing just to be alive on this fresh morning in this broken world.” Mary Oliver