Tag: progress

P-e-f-e-c-t

God,
this is the time of year
to reflect

To think about all that has been
accomplished
or not

We human really like progress
but really hate change
How did you do that God?
Make us this way?

We want to be prefect, pefect
perfect
Whatever that means….

I am, as you know too well God
a recovering perfectionist
so full of goals
Give me a minute
and I can give you plans, dreams
ideas to fill a jar

But this year
when I got the Star Word* intention
I politely

declined

I am trying to fall into God
this time

I am trying to
wait

I am trying to
Sabbath

I am trying to do this thing
perhaps you have heard of it

Trust in God

It is not easy
I am more of the
goal-setting, work-hard-and-be-rewarded
early-bird-gets-the-worm
plan your way out of catastrophe person

But I am not a catastrophe
or a trophy

I am beautifully
and fiercely made

And perhaps
unfinished–and
that thought should not
be scary
but
comforting

God has more to do with
us

There is peace
to be made

Hunger for righteousness
to be fed

Help that needs
to be given
(and perhaps more scarily)
asked for

So here I go
into a new year–
reaching up
and out

full of prayer
and letting go
of intentions

Amen.

Feel free to use/share/adapt with credit to Pastor Katy Stenta “KatyandtheWord”

*Star Word is an Epiphany Practice to pull a word to help set an intention/focus for the upcoming year

I firmly believ…

I firmly believe that humanity is no better or worse that it used to be….I think humans like to believe the myths of “human progress” or “the world ending” because its hard to find purpose if we aren’t running towards or away from something. Of course, what we should be running towards is God and what we should be running away from is evil. Also, we tend to look a “the world” from our own individual perceptive and judge it accordingly (when we’re up the world is better, when we’re down the world is ending) However, I think that we are human, we have ups, and downs. We have flaws and we have gifts. It may be easier to believe in a change, but I think that that truth is humanity will always remain human, and part of humanity is that need for relationship, the need for love in our lives.