







Jesus
Tonight is when you
We’re so human
You experienced
Godlessness
You hit rock bottom
You died
And knew what it was to be
Abandoned, forgotten
& unloved.
Because all of these feelings
All of these experiences
Each of these realities
Are part of being human.
Jesus, you truly
Utterly
Emptied
Yourself for us
In a Friday that
Wasn’t good!
(Yet)
And Jesus
Even without you there—
You invite us
To sit in that emptiness
All of Empty Saturday.
(How do you even do that?)
Thank you
For the emptying
And the emptiness
Jesus.
Thank you for being that human.
Amen
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Someone requested a not substitutionary atonement version of this hymn so I wrote some lyrics.
Jesus Christ is Risen today, Alleluia; Our Amazing holy day, Alleluia
Who did once upon the cross, Alleluia, Teach and Love and Heal our loss, Alleluia
Hymns of praise then let us sing, Alleluia; Unto Christ, our Heavenly Kin, Alleluia
Who washed and served us til the end, Alleluia; Teacher, Savior and our Friend, Alleluia
But no one does God disclude Alleluia; for Christ’s love was the prelude, Alleluia
Can you feel God’s love break through? Alleluia; It includes both me and you, Alleluia
Sing we to our God above, Alleluia, Praise eternal as God’s love Alleluia
Praise our God, ye heavenly host, Alleluia; Father, Son and Holy Ghost, Alleluia
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Jesus,
I’m thinking about how your last act in John,
is to give your mother and disciples to each other–
as family.
I’m thinking about the women and the beloved,
you know the ones who stayed to the very end
became what they always were
the marginalized found family.
Your last act, was church, God.
It was so church, and church didn’t even have a name yet.
Like, there wasn’t even a Holy Spirit in the world yet,
and yet this was your last act–
in the version of the crucifixion we barely read
with a story we never preach on.
Jesus I’m thinking about
how you didn’t just tell us to love one another,
nope.
You made a family of belovedness
as the last act you did on earth.
And then I’m thinking how its a hidden treasure,
that we need to find again
it’s the Easter egg message.
Lord, show us how to do this belovedness
how to find the Easter Eggs
how to be a family,
Because surely if there is one more thing to do before we die,
it’s to give each other
to each other
Teach us to give ourselves to one another we pray.
Amen.
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Jesus
You promised to show up
Whenever we feed one another
In your name…
You promise that we can celebrate
Communion
With one another and you
Whenever we want/need to
How is this possible?
Jesus let me hang onto your promises,
And remind me,
Even if I let go—your promises remain
They are better than time or borders
Or any other human invention
God, I’m going to stand on your promises,
Or hide in them
Or even if I lose them—
I’m going to wait for them to find me again
Like Ruth and Naomi,
Like Joseph in Egypt,
Like Paul
Your promises don’t find us because we are perfect
Or deserving
They find us simple because we are loved.
May we feel beloved today.
Amen.
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(take a nail, and gather in silence, feel free to hold the nail throughout confession; we will be nailing our sins to the cross)
Call to Worship
L The Lord be with you.
P And also with you
1. PRAYER MATTHEW 26:36
Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, “Sit here while I go over there and pray.”
Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors.
Lead us not into temptation and deliver us from evil.
For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever. Amen.
2. HE NAIL OF STUMBLING John 18:5-7
So Jesus came out, wearing the crown of thorns and the purple robe. Pilate said to them, ‘Here is the man!’ When the chief priests and the police saw him, they shouted, ‘Crucify him! Crucify him!’ Pilate said to them, ‘Take him yourselves and crucify him; I find no case against him.’ The Jews answered him, ‘We have a law, and according to that law he ought to die because he has claimed to be the Son of God.’
(Silent Meditation & Extinguishing of Candles)
Were you there when they crucified the Lord (x2)
oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble,
Were you there when they crucified the Lord?
3.THE NAIL OF BETRAYAL John 18:2-3
Now Judas, who betrayed him, also knew the place, because Jesus often met there with his disciples. So Judas brought a detachment of soldiers together with police from the chief priests and the Pharisees, and they came there with lanterns and torches and weapons. So the soldiers, their officer, and the Jewish police arrested Jesus and bound him.
4. THE NAIL OF DENIAL John 18: 12, 17-18,25-27
Peter was standing outside at the gate. So the other disciple, who was known to the high priest, went out, spoke to the woman who guarded the gate, and brought Peter in. The woman said to Peter, ‘You are not also one of this man’s disciples, are you?’ He said, ‘I am not.’ Now Simon Peter was standing and warming himself. They asked him, ‘You are not also one of his disciples, are you?’ He denied it and said, ‘I am not.’ One of the slaves of the high priest, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, asked, ‘Did I not see you in the garden with him?’ Again Peter denied it, and at that moment the cock crowed.
5. THE NAIL OF CRUELTY John 19: 16-17,
Then he handed him over to them to be crucified.
So they took Jesus; and carrying the cross by himself, he went out to what is called The Place of the Skull, which in Hebrew is called Golgotha.
(Silent Meditation & Extinguishing of Candles)
Were you there when they nailed him to the tree (x2)
oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble,
Were you there when they nailed him the the tree?
6. RESPONSIVE READING: THE PROMISE OF MERCY Psalm 22:1-5a
We know what it is like to cry out, as the psalmist did
My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from helping me, from the words of my groaning O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer;
and by night, but find no rest.
Yet you are holy, enthroned on the praises of Israel. In you our ancestors trusted; they trusted, and you delivered them. To you they cried, and were saved.
Lift up your hearts
We lift them up to the Lord
7. RESPONSE:ACT OF CONFESSION
Lift up your hearts
We lift our hearts to the Lord
You are invited to have your sins nailed to the cross
(In our congregation all nails are handed to the pastor and in silence they are nailed to the cross)
(Silent Meditation & Extinguishing of Candles)
Were you there when they laid him in the Tomb (x2)
Oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble
Were you there when they laid him in the Tomb?
8. COMMUNION
Let us give thanks to the Lord our God
It is right to give our thanks and praise…(God we thank you that even tonight you can send your Holy Spirit on these elements, that we can remember that on the night that Jesus was betrayed, just before he has crucified. He took bread, he gave thanks and he broke it and he shared it among all who were there saying this is my body broken for me do this in remembrance of me. When they were finished fellowshipping with one another in the same way he took the cup and as he poured he said, this is the cup of the New Covenant spilled for you. Whenever you eat this bread and you drink this cup you proclaim my death until I come again. Come let us proclaim the death of Jesus Christ, together we pray. Amen)
9. DARK John 18:28-30
After this, when Jesus knew that all was now finished, he said (in order to fulfill the scripture), ‘I am thirsty.’ A jar full of sour wine was standing there. So they put a sponge full of the wine on a branch of hyssop and held it to his mouth. When Jesus had received the wine, he said, ‘It is finished.’ Then he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.
(Silent Meditation & Extinguishing of Candles)
(Easter Sunday the Cross Returns Nail Free)
Here is a Prayer I wrote for the RevGals Blog about how long Holy Week feels, and how that is part of how it all works: https://revgalblogpals.org/2022/04/12/tuesday-prayer-a-long-holy-week-prayer/
Here is one of my favorites–why we do this Palm Sunday thing: Here is the Dr. Who clip
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Jesus as the apostles went to get the colt
Did you have to psych yourself up
As you rounded the corner to enter the gates did you think
“This is going to suck”
When people threw their cloaks—did you focus on the children and try to think of how real their joy was?
Jesus did you laugh on Palm Sunday?
Did you steal your victory moment—because it was in peace.
Did you think of unions and BLM and Trans kids and all of the unnamed saints who live quietly.
Did they all flash before your eyes when you sighed and took a deep breath to continue your march into Jerusalem?
Did a tear of weariness and joy trickle down your face at the end of the day?
Did you rub your forehead, and smell the remnants of Nard and remind yourself that you too were beloved after a full and important day?
Jesus the longer I live—
The more human you become.
The more I see how you took on Sarc (flesh) for us so that our emotions are real to you–
Real and valid; thank you for celebrating Palm Sunday with us.
Thank you for it’s flashes of joy and humility and peace.
Hosanna.
Amen.
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Perfect
Perfect like no mistakes?
or perfect like a feather—
bent all directions, bendy, soft and misshapen.
Or perfect like sand, where every grain is unique,
and together sand is sand
and apart sand is sand
and it’s still identifiable and beautiful either way.
Perfect like light or like shadow, that moves and changes
according to its circumstances,
and becomes more or less strong, but is always present,
and can have hard or soft edges
—Depending.
Perfect, Perfect like a curled feather
shining against the sand
in the light
with a shadow.
Yeah, that kind of perfect.
(I hope your those kinds of perfect)
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