Children

CW: Israel/Palestine

Child

How to define
Not an adult
magical being
inspirer of future
bringer of now
takes their sweet time
so meone who should still believe
one who fears scary things
leader to heaven
welcomer
noticer of small things
laughter that bears fairies
wishie-blower
always in a hurry
bearer of peace
own self
right to be

When I was in
Israel & Palestine

Both times
Children ran around me
Giggling, playing chase
speaking a language I didn’t know

I sighed

despite all the propaganda
water shortages
talk of building permits
and guns

I breathed in
and out
in hope

because
the
Children
were
and
are
children
everywhere

Do you see
the
children?

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Humanizing

What is a human
I ask God
in the dark
World weary
of talking points
explanations
and words
…………….words
………………….words

What exactly
is this human being thing?

I wonder? Trying not to count
the bombs going off–
Way worse than the second between
Thunder
……….and lightening

And the latest government crises
does not even deign to mention
hungering children
…………or elderly

And my trans friend cries
a little bit
and my child whispers
and their abused peer
who they called CPS about
to no avail

What is being
the stars glimmer back at me
and I try to catch their twinkles
and remember the taste of tea
the sigh at the end of good book
the snuggles of my kitty cats when I am sad

Children
I am always
Forever
Blessed by the magic
that are children

Human
why define?

I think as
I talk to myself
and remember

Re-Peopling the world
Over and Over again
without conditionals
just Peopling
Because every single
Person
Counts

Being
Human

Human
Being

Humans
Being
Human

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War Crimes

CW: Israel/Palestinian Current Events
I am praying for peace in Israel and Palestine, knowing it is fraught and that everyone is hurting and that there is real violence going on. I am aware that Hamas created real evil, atrocities and terrorism, that stirred up Anti Semitism, and yet it seems they also are getting the war they desire. I am also aware that many are trapped in Gaza and that the policies in Gaza are not just or right and the Palestinian people are vulnerable and abused by a power hungry government. The United States is loathe to speak against Israel in any way, ever, for many reasons, some of them good and some of them because we have failed our Jewish siblings so horribly in the past.
There is no simple solution. So I am praying from a place where I am trying to acknowledge a nuance that is hard to talk about in the United States, especially in Christianity where Israel is confused with the Biblical image and Evangelicals the country to pray for the enditmes which is bad theology, and bad theology kills. So…with all of that said, here is the prayer. It is from my faith system, because I cannot appropriate anyone else’s, I can only speak from my own. So that is what I have done. If you know that it’s going to be upsetting for you and you need to practice self-care and skip it, obviously, do what is right for you.

God,
There are so many questions
About what qualifies as a war crime
It rings through the air
well its when…
It about…
civilians
…murmur…
…Soldiers..
Governments…

And in-between the chaos of corruption and despair
and the naming
the important, hard nuance work
the differentiating
between Hamas and Palestinians
the Israeli people and Jewish people and the Israeli government
The cruel excuses for Anti-Semitism,
The drumbeat of Never Forget and The seeming unending Policies that hem people in in the West Bank and the Gaza Strip–

Meanwhile the people themselves, the civilians,
do the work of humanitarian aid
help those at the border and Gaza,
while both governments–
most of the governements,
maybe all of the governments–
seem only to worry about war

(all while Syria, Ukraine and all the unnamed African and South American Countries and the Conflict in Armenia
fade into the background)

All I can think of these are all our fellow humans
these are our human siblings
They are not animals
or dogs, monsters
or whatever kind of names
that are echoing
As vows of revenge

remind me terribly of 9/11

and other moments where we promise
to get “them”

I search for words of mercy
Like drops of water in the desert
And find only ashes on my tongue

The idea that the only way to teach these people
is to destroy them…

And then Jesus whispers
Lay down your sword

And heals our broken
bleeding ears

I pray for
the whispers
of humanity
in our broken ears
today

Amen.

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Peace

Jesus blessed the peacemakers

Because peace is not easy
It’s not quiet
Or passive
It’s creative
Joy brimming over

Blessings are not easy either
The Aramaic word
(Jesus hear language)
is tinged with
Duty
Obligation
The work you are filled with
To pass on

Blessed to be a blessing

Blessed are those who make
Create, Believe in
Peace

Blessed are the Peace
Planters
Growers
Cultivators

Do you know what peace tastes like?
Dandelion wishes
blown
towards
a
Friend

Here’s
One for you

Playlist

Tricia Hersey the Nap Bishop curated a playlist for us it was a while ago but I just rediscovered it now (when I needed it)

https://spotify.link/9Qe8Qow9CDb

Here’s the article about it. https://www.washingtonpost.com/lifestyle/2022/04/29/rest-soundtrack-tricia-hersey-nap-ministry/

Rest is Resistance sermon Series is here https://katyandtheword.com/2023/06/01/sermon-series-rest-is-resistance/

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Wrestling

God, you know I have a brain
that just will not stop

It wrestles with what could have been
what should have been

What if I did this differently?
Was it me, Lord? What if it was all my fault?
What if I lost my chance?

But then God picks me up
places me on my feet
and blesses me,
me and my imperfect body

Maybe you didn’t know God
I’ve got racing thoughts
and a mind that wrestles
And by the way
my hip now hurts…too

What is that?
You are blessing me
Any
Any
Any
way

Not, anyway
Just a blessing
A blessing for
the one
the one who cannot stop wrestling

A blessing for the one who is all too aware
of their awkwardness
their imperfections
Their past

You are blessed
(and can bless others)
God whispers

and then sits, and watches the sunrise with me

So that I know that
even as my brain races
and still cannot comprehend

God sits with me
in my wrestling
So I no longer feel
Alone

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