Sometimes, I confess,
I look at humans and say
And sometimes I keep my sense of humor
and say only humans…
Only humans can think up silly things like money and paperwork and Time and Countries,
(I mean how do those concepts even have meaning? They are very silly when you think about them too long)
And sometimes I think I don’t belong to humanity, or maybe humanity doesn’t belong to me.
And it makes me sad. And I don’t know where to turn.
And so here I am God, turning to you, because you promise I belong to you.
And maybe to the grass and the stars and the sea–even though I’m not really a nature child.
And secretly I think maybe I belong more to books and words and imaginary worlds that don’t even exist.
But either way, God. I guess we are figuring it out.
You, me, and this silly thing called humanity,
on this place called earth.
Good thing you made us with these things called jokes–
That I admit was a good idea on your part God.
My youngest made a good one yesterday.
Want to hear it? What do you call a bee that explodes in laughter?
Bee End, God,
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Pastor Katy has enjoyed ministry at New Covenant since 2010, where the church has solidified its community focus. Prior to that she studied both Theology and Christian Formation at Princeton Theological Seminary. She also served as an Assistant Chaplain at Trenton Psychiatric Hospital and as the Christian Educational Coordinator at Bethany Presbyterian at Bloomfield, NJ.
She is an writer and is published in Enfleshed, Sermonsuite, Presbyterian's today and Outlook. She writes prayers, liturgy, poems and public theology and is pursuing her doctorate in ministry in Creative Write and Pittsburgh Theological Seminary.
She enjoys working within and connecting to the community, is known to laugh a lot during service, and tells as many stories as possible. Pastor Katy loves reading Science Fiction and Fantasy, theater, arts and crafts, music, playing with children and sunshine, and continues to try to be as (w)holistically Christian as possible.
"Publisher after publisher turned down A Wrinkle in Time," L'Engle wrote, "because it deals overtly with the problem of evil, and it was too difficult for children, and was it a children's or an adult's book, anyhow?" The next year it won the prestigious John Newbery Medal.
Tolkien states in the foreword to The Lord of the Rings that he disliked allegories and that the story was not one. Instead he preferred what he termed "applicability", the freedom of the reader to interpret the work in the light of his or her own life and times.
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