What kind of God are you, if you can’t handle my bad days God?
I am so glad that I can safely tell yell to you and at you and know that I am still beloved.
I am glad that you sit with me on my pain and loneliness and tell me it’s ok to be lonely.
I’m glad that you have made sacred the screaming Psalms of pain. We don’t need a reason or excuses, because you are a no excuses God.
I am sad by the people who feel they have to hide their pain, their anger, their frailities from God.
I am deeply wounded that time and again we humans hurt each other and ourselves in pursuit of impossible purity and perfection.
I rage with the anger of a thousand suns when bad behavior is blamed on other people, mental illness or “having a bad day.”
I am mystified, but not really, when young black women, disabled individuals, immigrants and Black People are beaten or killed during arrest but racist white cis mass murders are restrained unharmed.
When are we White people going to start flipping the tables on racism?
When will our pain convict us enough to chop down the tree of racism, condemning it—Strange fruit and all—to the fire?
Lord, I’m so glad you are the God that denounces evil. Help us to denounce evil!
Help us to let go of our whining and excuses.
Give us the fortitude to stop trimming the tree of racism here and there, willy-nilly—and instead go for the roots: the racial fetishes, the micro aggressions, the stereotyping. God let us no longer let the stereotyping, the jokes, the devaluing of non white people to continue. Help us to STOP it.
God I’m glad I can tell and scream these things when I have a bad day.
RACISM KILLS! WE ARE STILL TANGLED AND COMPLICIT!
And I’m glad you are a God who says to carry the cross, to love my neighbor, turn the other cheek. All to illustrate that you do NOT condone abuse, violence or murder; no matter how we try to rationalize it.
You are a No excuses God! Thank God!
God we’ve had a bad day. Help us to decide that we never want a day like this to happen again. Help us to flip the tables of injustice and to root out evil.
You hold out forgiveness to love us all the way back to how and why we should treat one another humanely.
God hear our cry, help us to break out of our systems of White Supremacy we pray.