Holy In-Betweens

It is a lot of work
this
human
Being
Be
ing
Human
Existence
Thing

Sometimes I think
we are
eternally
Suspended
in the
What Ifs

Embodiment
is so difficult

If potential
is always
teasing
(sometimes
even mocking)
me

How can
I do what my
body needs

When capitalism
demands
grind

And yet
God
you sit with us


How can
I feel my feelings

The hard work of Grieving:
Good things
Bad things

To sit in comfort

To be thankful

To sit in-between both

To feel a slow stretch
(within your comfort range of motion
without any pain as my favorite
yogi friend says)
so slow and gentle
that you are stretched
in such a way
that there is no pain
and still

tears

Of relief comes
dripping
To your eyes

to my eyes

And

God is there
in each tear

Reminding us
sanctuary
is holy
Community
is holy

Upholding your
boundaries
is holy

Silence


Is holy

Taking time alone
is holy

You string the sky with stars
and give us dandelions
beautiful leaves
and even single blades of grass
to remind us of the holiness of the world

Breathe in
Breathe out

To be
lost
in holiness

Amen

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Pastor Katy has enjoyed ministry at New Covenant since 2010, where the church has solidified its community focus. She now works at Capital CFO plus as the Non Profit Director. All opinions expressed on this blog are her own and do not reflect those of Capital CFO plus. Prior to that she studied both Theology and Christian Formation at Princeton Theological Seminary. She also served as an Assistant Chaplain at Trenton Psychiatric Hospital and as the Christian Educational Coordinator at Bethany Presbyterian at Bloomfield, NJ. She is an writer and is published in Enfleshed, Sermonsuite, Presbyterian's today and Outlook. She writes prayers, liturgy, poems and public theology and is pursuing her doctorate in ministry in Creative Write and Pittsburgh Theological Seminary. She enjoys working within and connecting to the community, is known to laugh a lot during service, and tells as many stories as possible. Pastor Katy loves reading Science Fiction and Fantasy, theater, arts and crafts, music, playing with children and sunshine, and continues to try to be as (w)holistically Christian as possible. "Publisher after publisher turned down A Wrinkle in Time," L'Engle wrote, "because it deals overtly with the problem of evil, and it was too difficult for children, and was it a children's or an adult's book, anyhow?" The next year it won the prestigious John Newbery Medal. Tolkien states in the foreword to The Lord of the Rings that he disliked allegories and that the story was not one.[66] Instead he preferred what he termed "applicability", the freedom of the reader to interpret the work in the light of his or her own life and times.

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