God
Nothing makes me want to scorch earth faster
Or with more fury
thank suffering children.
My heart clencheswithin my chest, when children suffer.
Especially when it is due to the incompetences of adults.
It’s is our job to protect children—not from inconveniences or hard things—
But from bullying, bigotry, mistreatment and evil.
Lord you know that my niphling, your niphling has COVID
And that each and every child sick with COVID right now (at least in the United States)—
Is a failure.
Because we know how to keep each other safe.
We just need to do the hard work, and we keep tripping up
On our ignorance
Selfishness
And greed.
Tonight I will probably pray some people shaped prayers;
But right now I need to rage and and spit and cry out:
Lord in your mercy
Hear our prayer
Break our Hearts of Stone
So that we might do better—God help us to do better,
I know we can do better!
And keep your baby niphlings* safe,
All the baby niphlings For you are the Mighty Aunty God
Ready to hug us and rage on our behalf
And love us back to health
Come on Aunty God and help all your sick niphlings
Till each of us is better I pray
—and thanks again for the vaccines and masks—
In Aunty God’s name I pray
Amen
*niphling is one of several gender neutral terms for nieces and nephews. It’s my favorite because it sounds like something out of a fantasy novel.
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Pastor Katy has enjoyed ministry at New Covenant since 2010, where the church has solidified its community focus. She now works at Capital CFO plus as the Non Profit Director. All opinions expressed on this blog are her own and do not reflect those of Capital CFO plus. Prior to that she studied both Theology and Christian Formation at Princeton Theological Seminary. She also served as an Assistant Chaplain at Trenton Psychiatric Hospital and as the Christian Educational Coordinator at Bethany Presbyterian at Bloomfield, NJ.
She is an writer and is published in Enfleshed, Sermonsuite, Presbyterian's today and Outlook. She writes prayers, liturgy, poems and public theology and is pursuing her doctorate in ministry in Creative Write and Pittsburgh Theological Seminary.
She enjoys working within and connecting to the community, is known to laugh a lot during service, and tells as many stories as possible. Pastor Katy loves reading Science Fiction and Fantasy, theater, arts and crafts, music, playing with children and sunshine, and continues to try to be as (w)holistically Christian as possible.
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Thank you for these words that hadn’t been focused into words within me until you tied them to the rage inside of me, too. Just one question, tho….what’s a niphling?
Gender neutral for niece/nephew 🙂